Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Update Tuesday 11/01/11

Last week I shared a quote from Hudson Taylor to another Canadian missionary to China named Jonathan Goforth in which he said:
"Brother, if you would enter that province, you must go forward on your knees."
Taking that advice to heart I have been trying to ensure that we enter our new work "on our knees."  With that in mind, I have begun a few initiatives to not only ensure that we are on our knees, but to invite those who have been faithfully supporting us in prayer already, to join us in specific opportunities of prayer together.  Here are a few opportunities to share with you and invite your participation:
  1. Prayer and Fasting - I am going to try to use the second Tuesday of each month (that's today!) as an opportunity for prayer and fasting.  
  2. Prayer Walking - We are going to try to have an opportunity to visit and pray in the Hamilton neighbourhood that we are targeting at least once a month.  We would love to invite anyone interested is visiting, seeing, and getting to know the neighbourhood to join us.  This month we will be going on the afternoon of January 3oth.  That is actually my birthday, so we are thinking of hosting a lunch at my place after church before heading down to Hamilton together.  If you are available and interested then just shoot me a quick e-mail so we can figure out numbers. 
We want to thank you for your continued support and prayer, and although physically joining us for a prayer walk is not realistic for many of you, we know that you continue to hold us in prayer from wherever God has you.
As you continue to pray, I would ask for prayer for Trinity, our youngest daughter, who has been suffering from a stomach ailment for almost three weeks now.  She has seen the doctor, had tests done at the hospital and had an ultrasound but still we cannot find the cause.  She experiences a lot of pain whenever she eats just a little bit, and if she eats anything close to a regular amount of a meal she gets a lot of pain followed by a bout of vomiting.  Please pray that we might find the cause and then the correct treatment.
I will also be working on a more specific transition schedule as we continue to work towards our transition out of our current roles in Milton.  Please pray for wisdom and guidance for God's timing, and please pray for the transition; that it would be as smooth as possible, that there would be individuals to fill our roles and better still, that God would raise up individuals with fresh passion and vision to surpass our roles and lead the Milton church to new heights in the future!
Thanks everyone!

Monday, January 10, 2011

So Old School You're No School

When it comes to our family we have really run the gamut of roles, from one extreme to the other.  I often joke with my wife that when we first got married she was supposed to be my sugar mama.  She owned her own successful business at the time and that is what allowed me to go back to university and then eventually on to seminary.  I did do some teaching during those years but was able to do it from home.  The way that our schedules worked out I was often able to be home to do most of the cooking and share in a lot of the domestic responsibilities.  Well here we are, about six years later, and we find ourselves in the reverse position.  It is my salary that is the primary income while Kim has opted to stay at home with our four children.  We actually made the decision to home school our kids a number of years ago and so we really are at the other end of the spectrum in some regards.  We do, however,  still manage to share some of the domestic responsibilities.  I actually really enjoy cooking for example and do it a few times a week.  So even though I am a bit lazy, and hate to do laundry, I don't totally leave everyone else hanging, and most importantly, should Kim have to be away for any reason, the rest of us won't starve or have to go naked.  I am thinking about this because of a story about my Grandpa I heard today.  In all honesty, it made me laugh, but then I realized that I don't know whether it should make me laugh or cry...probably both.
My Grandparents have always had a fairly traditional arrangement with a fairly clear cut division of responsibilities.  My Grandpa was the primary bread winner, although my Grandma did work outside the home at some points.  My Grandpa meticulously managed the finances (OK, some would say anally - but we could probably learn something) raising a family of five, owning a home and a cottage on a single police officer's salary.    I always saw him as strong - one who chopped all his own wood, handy - always able to do his own building, repairing, plumbing etc,  and overall very capable.  The one area that was not his, however, was the domestic responsibilities.  My Grandma did all the cooking and cleaning etc.   This became strikingly clear after the story I heard today.  Today, I was visiting my Grandma in the hospital when she mentioned that my Grandpa must be going crazy at home by himself.  She has been in the hospital for over two weeks, which has been much longer than any of us would have predicted, leaving my Grandpa alone at home for longer that we would have expected as well.  My aunt and uncle live quite close and so are able to check in on him and have him over etc. so he won't starve or anything, which is a very good thing.  My Grandma told me that yesterday they brought him down to the hospital to visit and while he was sitting in her room they noticed that he was struggling with the lid to his Tim Horton's coffee.  He couldn't figure out how to get the flap open.  My aunt asked him what he did every time they went to McDonald's for coffee (which is a part of my Grandparent's weekly routine), at which point he could only look over to my Grandma.  He has never actually opened his own coffee as my Grandma had always done it for him!  My Grandpa has been so Old School that he was No School without my Grandma.  
Koodos to my Grandpa, he has learned how to open cans and cook a meal over these last few weeks proving you are never too old to learn new tricks.  I imagine there has been a lot of "Farting Donkey" exclamations (the closest thing to an expletive that I have ever heard him speak) but I digress...  It has got me thinking however, that there is something to cooking a cleaning.  So guys, no matter what situation you may find yourself, or what you think of gender roles or responsibilities etc.  a bit of cooking and cleaning is always a good thing.  No one will ever think of you as less masculine when you can peel back the flap of your own Tim Horton's coffee cup.    

Friday, January 7, 2011

Free Art Friday 01/07/11

Here is a poem that I have been working on.  It is inspired by a passage in the Gospel of Matthew found in chapter 12 verses 38-45.

 The men of Nineveh will stand,
Who did repent at Jonah's words,
This generation to condemn,
Demanding further evidence.
The sign of Jonah scorned,
The sign of Jonah scorned.
The Queen of Sheba, she will rise,
Who came to hear from Solomon,
This generation to condemn,
Whose wisdom stands between belief.
The sign of Jonah scorned,
The sign of Jonah scorned.

There is but one sign we should need,
Yea, greater than sea creatures be,
And wiser still than Solomon,
And from the grave did rise again,
This sign of Jonah scorned,
This sign of Jonah scorned.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Huckleberry Finn

I once read a description of history that has always stuck with me (although the source has slipped my mind) that read something like this:

"History is a conversation between the past and the present about the future."

But happens when one of the parties in the dialogue is being less than truthful?  What does that mean for the future?  These are some questions that I have been asking since I heard yesterday that all future versions of  The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn will no longer contain the "N" word, but replace it with the word "slave."  They will also be replacing "Injin" with "Indian."   Now, I suppose that one could argue that it is just a book, a nice story and not really a history book.  But to this I would respond that literature is one of our greatest sources of history.  If and when we want to collect facts about our past, we may turn to a history text book, but when we want to get as close a look as we can, and come as close as possible to experiencing the history we read about, then there is no greater way than immersing ourselves in a great book.  Books can be windows into our past where we can see, and come as close a possible to experiencing life as it was in a particular culture and context. 
I find it interesting that this news would break this week, right when I was actually reading this book myself for the first time.  My wife just got a Kobo e-reader, which comes with 100 classic books preloaded, and The Adventures Huckleberry Finn is one of those classics.  So while she was not looking, I grabbed the e-reader and began to read.  So here I was, reading and experiencing the book, coming across the language first hand, when the news broke.  I admit that when I first came to the "N" word it was a shock.  I knew it was there, I was expecting it, but when you actually come across it for the first time it is still shocking.  In his notice at the beginning of the book, Mark Twain wrote:

"Persons attempting to find a motive in this narrative will be prosecuted; persons attempting to find a moral in it will be banished; persons attempting to find a plot in it will be shot."       

I tried to take the warning seriously, but although avoiding motive, moral and plot I did find the book giving me pause to consider the time and the culture.  As shocking as I found the language to be, it also caused me to stop and reflect on the race relations that I was reading about.  I was troubled by the mistreatment of slaves and puzzled by the paradoxical relationships of those who cared for their slaves but could still consider another human being a possession.  I was also amazed at the acute tension that troubled Huck himself as he built a strong relationship with Jim as he fled slavery while at the same time feeling the guilt of doing such a terrible thing as setting someone's property free.  
I was very taken with Huck's dilemma as he stated it after deciding not to turn Jim in:

They went off and I got aboard the raft, feeling bad and low, because I knowed very well I had done wrong... Then I thought a minute and says to myself, hold on; s'pose you'd done right and give Jim up, would you felt better than what you do now?  No, says I, I'd feel bad--I'd feel just the same way I do now.  Well, then, says I, what the use you learning to do right when it's troublesome to do right and ain't no trouble to do wrong, and the wages is just the same?  I was stuck.  I couldn't answer that.  So I reckoned I wouldn't bother no more about it, but after this always do whichever come handiest at the time.      

It was a moment like this, where the character was feeling bad about doing what I thought was right and having to justify why he did not do what I thought was wrong, that I found myself really thinking about what it may have been like, about where we are now, and about what that might mean for the future.  Although some might argue that this could be accomplished without such graphic language, I would argue that the experience would not be nearly as honest, nearly as dramatic and give us nearly the same reason to pause and reflect.   This is by no means graphic language for the sake of graphic language, nor was it trying to be sensational, but rather gives us a honest interpretation of the past.  My fear is this, that if we do not have a proper understanding of our past as we sit here in the present, then what is left to stop us from returning to our mistakes in the future?
If I can leave one more thought, one more analogy, let me suggest that we can learn something from biology and medicine here.  The more we try to absolutely sanitize our environment the more problems we are causing.   Our attempt to keep our children safe by creating totally sanitized environments is, ironically, leaving them more susceptible to infections by things for which they have never had an opportunity to build an immunity.  It turns out that maybe playing in the dirt could be one of the healthiest things we can let our children do.  Are we repeating the same mistakes when it comes to our history and literature?  Are we creating such a sanitized version of our past that we really are leaving future generations more susceptible to infection?   

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Where Do You See Yourself in 5 years?

Have you ever taken a look at your life and wondered how did I ever get here.  Or at least look back and think "there is no way that I would have ever imagined being where I am today."  I have that thought all the time.  Could I have ever imagined having a child?  Not really.  What about adopting two more?  Hardly.  What about adding a fourth?  No way!  Could I ever have seen myself as a pastor?  I would never have seen that one coming!  Well, how about being a church planter, especially in Hamilton?  I would have said "a church what?"  and Hamilton...well there would have been something derogatory I am sure.  All this is to say that when I think back 15 to 20 years I don't think I would have ever been able to imagine where I am today.
I have come to the place where I know better than to guess my future.  It never seems to be what I expect, especially now that God is a part of it.  God has this way of shaking things up!  But I did have this thought today, where do you see yourself in five years?  I do not mean to presume upon the future, and as I say, I have learned that God does not need to follow my plan and schedule, but I wonder what things might look like.  It might be fun to speculate, if only to see how radically different things end up from what I might expect.
So how about you?  Where do you see yourself in five years?  Do you have any thoughts, any clues, any indication of where your life may be heading?  Has God been stirring in your heart about some possible changes that will see your life head in a very different direction?  Do expect to stay the course?
I would love to hear about what you come up with. 

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Upate Tuesday 01/4/10

Coming out of Christmas and jumping into the New Year there is not a lot new going on to update you about.  The painting has begun and I was able to finish off three rooms by the weekend...only four more rooms and two hallways to go!  We are expecting a very pregnant guest this coming week as my wife hosts a baby shower for our sister in law, so we are taking a week hiatus from painting to avoid further fumes.  We should be back at it next week.
I have also been doing some reading lately, most recently I have been working through a short biography of Jonathan Goforth, an early Canadian missionary to China.  His story is quite dramatic even tragic at many times and his ministry really seemed to embody the paradoxes of suffering and joy, triumph and tragedy, persecuted and victorious that we see in the life of Jesus and the Gospel itself.  I won't say any more about him but invite you to investigate for yourself (can I give homework??!!?). 
While reading the biography, however, I did come across this quote given as advice to Goforth from none other than Hudson Taylor, as Goforth prepared to enter a new province in China:

"Brother, if you would enter that province, you must go forward on your knees."

I have been thinking about this statement since reading it.  I think it is appropriate advice to anyone moving forward with new adventures in ministry.  It is some advice that I would like to take to heart.  

With that in mind, I hope to spend some time this first week of the new year planning out some specific extended times of prayer and scheduling them in.
I am also thinking about planning some times of prayer walking in our targeted neighbourhood to which I can invite others to join us.  If you would be interested in joining us for one of these times don't hesitate to drop me a line at jason@jasonmcgibbonproject.com and I can give you specifics as they arise.


I would also like to thank you for your continued support and specifically for your continued prayer as we begin this new adventure.  We continue to pray daily from Luke chapter 10 for finances, people of peace and for workers (read more about this here).  We have already seen God at work in response to those prayers!
We continue to pray for the right house from which to start our ministry.
We would like to ask for continued prayer for strength for our family as we know that physically and emotionally this time of year can become quite draining and a prime opportunity for spiritual attack.
Please also keep our Sanctuary Milton church family in your prayers as we move forward for 2011 which promises to be a year full of the new challenges of planting a church as well as the continued work of sustaining and growing its own ministries.

Thanks for all your continued prayer!
 

Monday, January 3, 2011

Huckleberry Finn on Heaven

"She told me all about the bad place...she was going to live so as to go to the good place.  Well, I couldn't see no advantage in going where she was going, so I made up my mind I wouldn't try for it." - Huckleberry Fin

This made me laugh right out loud before I had the thought - "I wonder if anyone thinks this about the church, or about ...me!?"